It totaled 38.4 MB and was 13,000 pages when I was finished

the first 113 pages were in size 8 font and at 18 size font from 118 pages until page 121 brought size 21 font because I quit drinking years ago

That’s a 20 page re-write I made after my 13,000 pages were finished, and Microsoft deleted it because it was so long and it made perfect sense