After my Turbo WRX crash where I nearly died, my Mom became my “Health Proxy” and she made me sign a bunch of documents that stripped me of my rights… REALLY SHITTY !!! … It’s because I made over-the-top jokes and fictional stories on an internet bulletin-board for fans of two “Shock Jocks” on public radio WAAF 107.3 FM — Online, I made a crude joke like a “Shock Jock” about abusing an infant-cousin on the forum because I suspected my Uncle was spying on me, on the online bulletin-board… I wrote a creative “FICTIONAL” post about losing my virginity to my cousin JULIA, his daughter, because I was curious if he had access to a HIDDEN-FORUM, “The Regulars” I SUSPECTED HE PAID THE OWNER AND WAS SPYING ON ME !!!
I was right, and I “got” him for trying to bust me…
He formed a plan with my girlfriend who I wasn’t getting along with — she was turning 21 and I had stopped drinking for a month, with plans to straighten my life out, like being more productive, making more money at my job selling vitamins at GNC, and getting in better shape with exercise.
They thought up a plan to have me drink again — BY RUINING EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE AT MY HOME, AT MY JOB, AT WORCESTER STATE COLLEGE, WITH FRIENDS AND FAMILY, ALL BY GETTING ME TO DRINK AT A BAR AND DRIVE MY SPORTSCAR !!!
I remember when I announced in September or October that I had a problem with drinking alcohol ::: I poured out four liter-bottles of hard liquor and waited for my Mom to get home from teaching 3rd-grade students…
When she saw the dumped out bottles I told her I was addicted to alcohol and I needed to get treatment somewhere for a week? a month? a couple months?
She got on the phone and made some calls… One was to my Minister Jim Chase, who, I don’t know what his intentions for me are, but I’d like to think he’d be on my side, after finding God and Allah, but not Jesus, I’m not sure if He enters into my life anywhere, although maybe He will show up when I get married or meet the right girl…