September 23rd, 2004 I dumped out all the liquor in the house…
October I barely drank, AND THEN :::
NOVEMBER 2nd, *2004* ::: Voting Day when I VOTED FOR KERRY IN LEICESTER ::: I remember I was sick of being addicted to alcohol — because of my Mom’s P.O.S. alcoholic father who died lol and he was a BAD ALCOHOLIC SMOKER for the duration of his life — his apartment was so shitty and he gave me alcoholism, although I haven’t touched alcohol in a year now, and I quit 9.5/10’ths of my getting a buzz on a couple beers in 2016…
You would think they’d be happy but they weren’t — they wanted me to suffer without alcohol, like my Mom who drinks — although my Dad drinks only occasionally at like cookouts and Christmas, etc.
I DUMPED OUT THE FOUR BOTTLES AND NO ONE DID ANYTHING, EXCEPT MY MOM WHO CAME HOME TO THE EMPTY, DUMPED OUT LIQUOR BOTTLES IN THE SINK !!!!!
To get help I’d have to go away for a month at a rehab place, and Allyson didn’t want me to quit drinking because she was just turning 21…
TWO AND A HALF MONTHS LATER, AFTER I ANNOUNCED I HAD ALCOHOLISM — ((( I put up the picture of the bottles in the sink on my dot-com website ))) — I HAD TO WITHDRAW FROM CALCULUS I I WAS FAILING BECAUSE IT’S REALLY HARD MATH AT WSU — I was so sad and my BAD UNCLE Andy called me in the morning to make sure I had a drink for him after I withdrew so I’d drink and he was mean about it – so I stopped at a bar and the whole group of people who were in “THE PLAN” to get me arrested on DUI wouldn’t stop calling my cellphone and calling me A FAGGOT — I was sexually abused by Mr. Deedy who taught English and Theater at Saint John’s private high school in Shrewsbury ,
AND THEY WOULDN’T STOP MAKING HORRIBLE INSULTS TO
ME WHILE I WAS DRIVING MY SPORTS-CAR AT 64 miles per hour, REAL THREATS
I CRASHED- TRIED TO KILL MYSELF BECAUSE I WAS IN HELL WITH THEM ALL GANGING UP ON ME, calling from the Leicester Police Station while I was driving heavily drunk
THEY SAID “KILL YOURSELF” — my Uncle and my girlfriend did, but they didn’t think I’d do it lol
My-parents cancelled my credit-card so I couldn’t take a cab home, and organized all this shit — it started with MY DAD AND MY GIRLFRIEND came up with “The Plan” and I hate them for almost killing me with a big group of RELATIVES and GNC-employees, plus my Dad’s employees — he’s worth about $10M lots of money he doesn’t give me — he didn’t want Allyson pregnant, which she lied to me about !!!!!
I hit a telephone pole slipping on wet leaves and hit a telephone pole that snapped in half and took out the power… because these fucks made me feel hopeless and I was going crazy in my Turbo Subaru WRX with a top speed of ~140 miles per hour and wider, Z-rated tires…
www.WRXTBI.com is a website I own with a photo of the TOTALED WRX with 17″x 7.5″ aftermarket wheels…
TOO BAD ALL YOU FUCKS CAUSED MY CRASH BECAUSE YOU’LL BURN IN HELL FOR ALL ETERNITY, FOR GIVING ME A HORRIBLE DISABILITY…
IT WAS THEIR FAULT THEY ALL WANTED ME TO DRINK SO I’D BE CITED FOR DUI AND I’D HAVE TO BREAK UP WITH MY GIRLFRIEND I LOVED !!!!!
I SPENT ONE-MONTH IN THE ICU UNRESPONSIVE WITH FOUR TUBES STUCK IN MY ORIFICES, AND I WAS ON A “FEEDING TUBE” I COULDN’T EVEN SWALLOW !!!!!
THEN I SPEND 2.5 MONTHS AT A REHAB HOSPITAL WITH THESE FUCKS WHO ALMOST KILLED ME, AND THEY GAVE ME PERMANENT BRAIN DAMAGE — only 20-30% of my brain functioned !!!!!
AND MY LEFT HIP WAS IN SEVEN-PIECES !!!!! I WALK WITH A LIMP NOW AND ALL MY FRIENDS HAVE BEEN TOLD TO STAY AWAY FROM ME !!!!!
THEY’VE SENT ME TO FIVE MENTAL-HOSPITALS (!!!) OVER THE YEARS AND NOW THEY — MY HEALTH-PROXIES AND CAREGIVERS — MOVED ME TO LIVE IN A RETARD-HOME WITH FUCK-UP’S IN A NEW STATE WITHOUT THE CAR THAT I OWN IN MY NAME !!!!!
I HATE THE FUCKS WHO GOT ME DRUNK — THEY TOLD THE BARTENDER TO GIVE ME FREE DRINKS — THEY KNEW WHERE I’D GO TO DRINK, LIKE MY BAD, BAD, BAD UNCLE ANDY INSTRUCTED ME TO WHILE I WAS ALMOST IN TEARS !!!!!
I REALLY WANT ALL THE BIG JERKS WHO WERE INVOLVED IN “THE PLAN” AND WAITING AT THE POLICE STATION TO SEE ME TAKEN IN, BUT THEY RUSHED ME TO THE UMASS INTENSIVE CARE UNIT WHERE I ALMOST DIED
THEY DIDN’T THINK I’D LIVE THE FIRST 12, THEN 24 HOURS !!!!!
ALL BECAUSE NO ONE GOT ME TO STICK-TO NOT DRINKING ALCOHOL, LIKE I DID FOR 2.5 MONTHS — UNTIL THE “PLAN” OF MY DAD’S AND ALLYSON’S AND MY UNCLE ANDY’S — HE WAS INVOLVED AND HE THREATENED ME WITH HORRIBLE THINGS !!!!!
THEN HE MOVED A STREET OVER SO I’D HAVE TO DRIVE BY ON MY WAY TO CHURCH WITH MY MINISTER I TALK TO ON HERE, AND HE’S A REASON I QUIT DRINKING 99% OF THE TIME IN 2016 
BUT ALL THE FUCKS WHO INJURED MY BRAIN AND MY WALK ARE DOING REALLY, REALLY, REALLY AWFUL THINGS TO ME LIKE MOVING ME 2.5 HOURS AWAY FROM MY-PARENTS WHO ARE MILLIONAIRES FROM ECM PLASTICS, Inc. in Worcester that sold for 36.5 million dollars…
I HATE WHERE THEY SENT ME TO LIVE IN BRADFORD, VERMONT WITHOUT MY CAR, AND THERE’S ALL RETARDS HERE !!!!!
I WANT MY-ENEMIES TO BURN IN HELL WITH SATAN FOR ALL ETERNITY !!!!!
I HAVE EXPERIENCE WITH GOD — ALLAH TOOK ME TO HIM AT THE SPEED OF LIGHT, ALL NIGHT LONG !!!!!