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I dedicate this post to myself, because I was the one “Speaking in Tongues” with double double vision. vision.

She reminds me of my fantasy woman, Kim Kardashian !!!

JESUS + NOTHING = EVERYTHING !!! =D
JESUS + NOTHING = EVERYTHING !!! =D
JESUS + NOTHING = EVERYTHING !!! =D

The fruit of the Holy Spirit is with me… it’s not my fruit, it’s His, and I don’t like how Donald was saying in an interview ::: Oh I eat my little “cracker” the Priest gives me . . . he called the Body of Christ a “cracker” — a derogatory term for the bad minorities to make them appear higher, who I have trouble respecting for using derogatory terms like “CRACKER” AND “WHITEY” WHITEBOY, BITCH I WAS REFERRED TO — God please aid me tremendously in finding brethren with all males and females — to bring up Caucasians… “Cracker,” and he described it as “little” when The Body of Christ is far more powerful than a product from a large, healthy company I worked for GNC that gave me all of my vitamin, supplement, and bodily knowledge to pass Health I at Woo State “University” with a B+ first class back after a head-injury ::: MEGA MEN ::: A MULTIVITAMIN I USED TO TAKE, OR, SOLOTRON IN A SINGLE PILL EACH DAY TO — TO LIVE LONGER WITH THE BODY IN A CONSTANT “STATE” OF “HOMEOSTASIS” …and I’m glad that I don’t have to go on a “statin” for my blood-pressure that has improved greatly since eliminating a powerful stimulant from my vitamin-repetua … I yearn for a medicine: Modafinil, that I think would improve my brain which was did was operated on my Mr. “””Benjamin””” S. at UMASS INTENSIVE-CARE-UNIT, with a STOMACH-TUBE FOR THREE WEEKS !!! GOSH, look at the Lotus Elise owned by Josh O. Hi Elise, I was having trouble remembering names, people I see every other day ((( light is done shining ’til morning ))) who live here at Averte in Vermont, and I think Brad should drive a Ford domestic vehicle — 2020 MUSTANG !!! I have a photo of it that http://www.ford.com made an error, and I “uncovered” a photo of a special-2020 Mustang, like a ‘curious’ ‘fellow’ who loves thin girls like Jessica and Carina in 8 East MENTAL spot, but that was before I smoked pot, and suddenly I “returned” and aren’t a problem anymore… Non-Violent, proceeding with living on my own -in the zone- … Are you following along ??? Do !!! …And I will say I DO take this lovely woman — JUSTINE __ I will always remember where I went to, with her, and with Emily Willis — I HAVE FOUND LOVE, and I need an 8”x 10” photo of her wearing lingerie SIGNED BY HER !!! ON SALE ON EBAY !!!

the Body of Christ — that’s really what it is if you believe you are in a Holy place IN THE HOUSE OF GOD, and you are PROTECTED BY THE LORD … oh here it comes … PRAISE GOD !!! You might ask, “For how long???” And I say FOR ALL ETERNITY !!!

Is Heaven at the edge of the Universe ???

YES, GOD IS !!! I KNOW IT !!! I WAS THERE WITH GOD UNTIL THE SUN ((( THE “SON” ))) AROSE THE NEXT MORNING, AS I WAS STILL UP WITH MY GIRLFRIEND !!!

Creme de la Creme and De La SOUL was an AFRICAN-AMERICAN PROUD, CLEAN RAPPERS !!! WHO SANG “ME, MYSELF, AND I” , https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qJmWPTQipOeI

That I listened to with my Saint John’s driver, Tim Fennesey, and Dana — MY BEST FRIEND =) — YOU RULE MAN !!! — we would listen to De La Soul and I actually purchased the bright-neon album… LOOK IT UP — I WOULD BUY MY MUSIC AT STRAWBERRIES !!!

READERS, & CO-PATRIOTS- my CHRISTIAN fellows in “The Following of Christ” drink your little plastic cup of red wine in Mass, while thinking how nice it is to have the Protestant Church “host” A.A. — yes Alcoholics Anonymous WHICH DETERRED ME FROM DRINKING BUD LIGHT AND STEEL-RESERVE BEER EVERY NIGHT !!! THANK YOU GOD FOR SENDING ME TO Jim Chase — my Minister of the CHRISTIAN FAITH !!! — JESUS PLEASE EASE MY “PAIN” I HEAR ON XM… THE UNIVERSE IS PARALLEL WITH TIME TIC-TIC-TIC ‘ ing. . . AND I AM DOING MYSELF A TREMENDOUS FAVOR BY RELEASING MY LOVE FOR “Emily Willis” WITH THE ONLY LIGHT ON IN THE BEDROOM IS HER EYES LIT AND FIXED ON ME !!! DOES SHE HAVE BROWN EYES ??? DOES SHE WANT TO BLEACH HER HAIR ???

I DON’T KNOW and suddenly I GEEK THE FUCK OUT !!!

OH GOD, I HAVEN’T FELT LIKE THIS FOR YEARS — I FEEL LIKE MY JAW IS SORE —WHEN IT WOULD COME TO ME NOW PREACHING ::: “”” SPREAD AWARENESS “”” ::: FATTY LIVER DISEASE IS AN EPIDEMIC THESE DAYS IN 2019, a couple weeks away from the HOLY, HOLY, HOLY-I – DAY 

OF Jesus Christ !!!

Fatty liver disease is likely brought on from ALCOHOL and FRIED FOOD !!!

McDonalds… “YOU’RE FIRED” !!! I ENVISION OUR PROUD PRESIDENT SAYING ON NBC — my favorite Network with WHDH in Boston — thirsty for BRI EGGERS SKIN-TONE AND PAINTED NAILS — BRIGHT RED… doin’ “the weather” with a “HIGH-PRESSURE” “ZONE” coming in to Lebanon County, near me, Lebanon, VT — and then guess what comes in from the Atlantic Ocean… A “LOW” and only the special, beautiful TaLenTed and knowledgable Bri Eggers pulls up a map of The Bay State — not California, that would be in the Pacific Ocean (Paxil was lame) and yet… funny, I’m not seeking fame… FIND ME OH GOD AND DISPENSE THE WORDS I PUT ON MY 15” CRISP SCREEN — held together with screws and R.I.P. Steve Jobs !!! Thx buddy! — hun, stop at the jewelers and pick me up a new Movado — this one has a scratch from A SHARP SHARD ((( …or “SHARED” like I’m sharing with you right now…))) …SHARD in the DUI ruined car, hit a tree goin’ 50 miles per…, now shattered glass all over the road… webbed glass bits ((( 4/15 Glasgow Coma Scale ))) Watch, fell off my wrist.  Amen.

I saw a woman today with bright red nails and I said, “””I WANT A NICE GIRLFRIEND””” –make that a skinny one with lightning bolts for arms !!! CLAWING AT MY CHEST, STATIC ZAPPING MY BACK, HEY I’M BACK I’M AWESTRUCK BY “Cardi B” WHO I FOLLOW HER “MONEY MOVES”, my favorite song for a year now or more… is in store for “Christ-en” Houlihan my Junior Prom date with a photo of my shiny red face and her hearing me whisper sweet nothings in uhhhh- *Ahem* INTO MY ***TELEPHONE*** as she wasn’t close at all and I didn’t know her well… we didn’t hook up, but… we didn’t even kiss !!! OH MIGHTY CHRIST, CONSTRUCT A WOMAN FOR ME — AKIN — TO A MACHINE I WOULD “POWER” AND “OPERATE” !!! A SATELLITE-RADIO WITH THE “SWEET NOTHINGS” and JESUS + NOTHING = EVERYTHING !!!

Bang-bang-bang people here are pissed that thoughts, feelings, emotions, and “THE HUMAN EXPERIENCE” come to me like Godsent “blessings” Lord, my Lord, — GOD — THIS IS MY WHOLE HOLY LIFE !!!

COME NEARER, C’MON … Ripley my former pet dog, a Black Lab put to rest by my Parents at the veterinary HOSPITAL , they were crying and me- I was sad! upset! = GOD I MADE IT OUT ALIVE AND I AM ALL !!! I’m eating it up like a “Feast” and THANK YOU FOR A WONDERFUL THANKSGIVING WHERE MY FAMILY CAME TO VISIT, Donna couldn’t make it — COME NEAR’ER C’MON HAVE A BISCUIT, BIZMARK, A COOKIE, Aunt Donna would say… She drives her nice Nissan Juke that’s cool and sporty, new… She’s very fortunate to have my Dad – GREAT WAYNE <3 – as a Brother and she had a great Mother my Grammy… who passed away… yes, and Mickey Donohue, has also passed when I was much younger… I remember him in a Chicago Bulls black ’n’ red jumpsuit that my Dad would wear, and later it became my-own as I’d grown… I remember how smooth it was… Do you remember ??? It was like silk but thicker…

I remember the wake, Uncle Mickey’s wake and funeral… It was the first time I saw a dead body, and I don’t like to think about those things, but maybe I had PTSD from that then and developed anxiety — probably not but like, HOWEVER, I have bad PTSD from my WRX-WRECK AND BAD – ALMOST DYING – IN MY 64 MPH WRECK –

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They thought I might die within six or seven days past Nov. 2nd, 2004 — my crash –, that’s how long they gave me to life on the lower end of the scale, but I HAVE MADE A (NEARLY) ***FULL-RECOVERY***

“””Nobody die with money I dun gave you… Put my money in the grave…””” DRAKE XM HIP-HOP NATION, OPIODS KILLED A RAPPER LAST NIGHT, HIS TOUR BUS WAS BEING SEARCHED !!!

Juice WRLD is his name, he sang about “I have these lucid dreams where I can’t feel a thing…” — I hadn’t said a word about his passing ((( someone pass me a blunt of 30% TAC from NETA ))) and you chill with that racial dialogue — I am having trouble seeing people of ALL RACES as uh Equals, look how big AIDS is in Africa… hmmm, Juice WRLD is the rapper’s name — He was on his private-jet and he swallowed too many of these prescription Percocets I have no need for, and I pay them no mind… I just need CBD to cool me out , and I’m almost at the bottom of a full 15” screen maximized in TextEdit typing documents like Microsoft Word ((( Juice WRLD, died before being busted by the police who boarded his jet and found thousands of dollars worth of marijuana — many lbs.

Justine is in another state ((( and that’s all I know ))) I don’t mess with her, and she was wonderful, taking me to where God is 360-degrees expanding the universe with GOD empowering a well-known Man who goes to a Christian Church and prays ` He described THE BODY OF CHRIST… AS A “LITTLE CRACKER” !!!

YOU CALLING ME A “CRACKER” ??? Oh-well with that — After all, I call them “Wafers” when I eat the Body of Christ !!! and I have volunteered in a soup-kitchen with my Mom, to help the needy…

GO DONALD !!! USA I’m a taxpayer and I have a disability I need assistance for- as my-parents are my Health-Proxies and they take care of me, though they live a couple hours away- I miss Charlton very much, but my-parents come every ten days !!! yay for Wayne & Deborah, my Dad and my Mom who gave me my-life. . . circa 1982 A.D. ha!!!

Hahaha g2g peace to all ,
And HAPPY HOLIDAYS !!!

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