I’ll leave you as Anonymous, but I saw you on Facebook, tell Mike to message me

Hi Mrs. A. I vividly remember coming to your house and playing Mega Man the Nintendo game with Michael, who always got high grades on tests… I sat at the same lunch table with Mike and Dana Gardner -my best-friend- and I see that Michael is a FATHER NOW !!! WOW !!! I hope he is earning a lot of money at his job…

Come 9th grade I went to Saint John’s in Shrewsbury with Dana Gardner, he came too, and I got rides from an older neighbor, David Renaud — I ran X-Country and snowboarded at ski club…

But years after Saint John’s I was at QCC learning bull about computer-science, that I didn’t like programming, but when I graduated I was well-versed in PC’s — and I wanted a Bachelor’s so I went to WSU night classes — I worked at GNC selling vitamins, in great shape… oh and before that my Dad started ECM Plastics, Inc. on Millbrook St. in Worcester, that did VERY WELL and he sold it in like 2010 — they had 200-300 employees and my Dad was 1/4-owner and President…

My Mom bought a Subaru and liked how it was safe in the winter, so I got a Subaru WRX later — she didn’t know how fast it was, but it had a Turbo and it was as speedy as a Mustang…

My worthless grandfather on my Mom’s side was an alcoholic smoker, and I just LOVED beer and hard liquor because an older cousin Dan Besse was my ticket to beer parties starting in 10th grade at SJ… I had shitty Gleick-genetics, but I haven’t drank in 3 years now…

In 2004, after withdrawing from CALCULUS I at WSU I broke my abstinence of about a month that was DIFFICULT FOR ME NOT TO DRINK because I felt like a failure not being able to pass a required class, and everyone knew I’d be angry and depressed — I left NEU in Boston because I had horrible social-anxiety and depression, with panic-attacks… Then a surprising amount of friends and family mentioned having a drink at a bar, calling me up in my car after leaving the college, AFTER WITHDRAWING AND NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO — my GNC boss was “in on it” and she wanted me gone but oh well she was poor and I’d pity her… so I drove to the Blarney Stone and got drunk on hard-liquor, then I went to a liquor store and got some cold malt-liquor, Sparkz, and drank one or two in the parking lot because I was at my saddest… my girlfriend called to say was dumping me… my parents said I couldn’t live at home… and my bald uncle said he’d get me on copyright-infringement- said he was at my house in my room and he listed off some files on my desktop to prove it… even people from the night before I was with Derek and his friends – all SJ people – I knew, they were saying really mean things to me !!! All my friends did mostly because they were promised they’d be compensated if I lost my license and didn’t have a car to go see my girlfriend, this was all preempting my sadness to drink at the Blarney Stone after withdrawing from an extremely hard class… I truly believed they were disowning me — these jerks didn’t let up, but I drove not too far to my friend, Derek, his house in Leicester and he should have been home, but he was “in-on” this plan to have me pulled over, or crash, or whatever they left to happen — they all worked to get me drunk, then they told Derek to come with them to the Leicester Police Station with my girlfriend, Allyson – it was her idea with my uncle Andy Gleick wanted BAD things to happen in my life… My parents didn’t know most of it, but they were with Andy and Allyson and Derek at the Leicester Police Department waiting for me to step out of a cop car in cuffs — Andy wanted me in jail because I made a false joke about his daughter on a WAAF shock-jock bulletin-board online… He’s bald and the first porno I ever saw was on his DOS computer when I was in preschool or something, scary girls in black leather S&M whips !!! Oh, before I went to Derek’s house I voted in Leicester and there were police there told to watch me, but I didn’t fall down or anything, although I scribbled on the paper

So I’m going home in my Turbo WRX AWD sports-car, a 2004 model and it was November 2nd, 2004 voting day, I wanted Bush out of office… So I take Henshaw Street a windy back road and I drove really fast because I got so many calls on my cellphone I thought I was dreaming — all the people at the Police Station were saying there were cops coming to get me and my bad-bald uncle was taking the hard drives out of my computer !!! And my girlfriend was trashing things in my room, taking my possessions and breaking up with me !!! IT WAS HELL AND ALL I COULD THINK WAS “GET HOME!” On Henshaw St. in Leicester and it was raining with November leaves on the road…

These fucks wouldn’t stop calling my phone so I ignored it- didn’t answer and they wouldn’t let up !!!

I got a ways down the windy road and I was driving as fast as I could, in my TURBO, and the wheels gave out around a corner and I hit a telephone pole at my Driver’s door — my hip shattered into SEVEN PIECES !!! AND I HIT MY HEAD HARD ENOUGH TO DAMAGE  IT WITH ME NEARLY DEAD ~~ a side-airbag saved my life ~~ I was drunk and rushed and tired and having panic-attacks… I was traveling at 64 mph and I hit that pole at my driver’s door… Instantly I had double vision with one eye pointed differently… =(

My car was totaled and I couldn’t get up… I was 10 feet into the woods, and I took out electric power in Leicester… all the glass shattered and the left side of my head was bleeding…

So my family and friends and girlfriend were all waiting at the police station, when they were alerted they should get to the ICU because that’s where I was going — cops thought I’d die — I hate pigs and I bet they wanted me to die…

They all got in their cars to see me and figure out what went wrong !!!

I had a tube down my throat, a tube in my abdomen to my stomach, and a tube up my ass… I had so many IV’s and my bloated skull was on ice — my brain was bleeding because of these fucks Andy Gleick and Allyson Drucker-Hodgkins… They organized my near-death… what did I learn from scraping against Heaven ??? “GOD IS LOVE” — I read the intro to an eBook about Near-Death and it’s like De Facto “God is Love” — I’ve had one girlfriend since my crash and she had a Traumatic Brain Injury too… not the cream of the crop… she couldn’t drive and was limited… I want a normal beautiful girlfriend my age…

I was on a stomach-tube for 3 weeks and Intubated down my throat… the right hemisphere of my brain took the most damage so I was paralyzed on my left side of my body for about a month, and it’s still effected… I had TWO expensive double-vision surgeries and I still have to wear classes to see single and detailed… I type better with my right hand, and because my left hip “stoved-in” I’m .5” shorter on my left leg and I have a lift for my shoe…

I want to kill all the fucks who caused my injury and/or have done/are doing SHITTY THINGS TO ME NOW… haha jk lol =P

Andy and Allyson threaten my parents and I’ve been in 4 or 5 mental-hospitals for over a full YEAR !!!

I’ve made contact with Allah and God, at the edge of space… seriously…

My parents are shitty to me also, I HATE THIS SHIT AND I’M AWAITING NUCLEAR WARFARE !!! haha jk lol =P

 — Jeffrey Marquis

http://www.wrxtbi.com

http://www.jeffreymarquis.com

http://www.alwayschillen.com

http://alwayschillen.blogspot.com

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